releasing unto you my pain from the outside and the in.

I wake up to a pain that been torturing me from within for weeks now so without any knowing of what might come out right now in this text i take a risk at letting go of the past and grasping onto the future that may come or not so let us begin lately i struggle with physical and mental pain that i may not want to go on hiding anymore from my horrendous back pain that some day leaves me in bed immobile unable to even get up to answer the phone to the torturing thoughts that possess my mind from thinking of will close people wake up from the night before as they struggle day by day with cancer to personal bouts of depression that leave me wondering if i would even care if my eyes cease to open to see the light of another day so i grab pen and paper and release my pain into lyrics that some might question into songs that make others weep from second hand depression as they read the words that have been ripped from my chest to help them feel like they aren't the only ones so i leave you with the intro to my next post and intro to my newest song ---- if you were told that you wouldn't live to see tomorrow that the light at the end of the tunnel is closing in would you really be that sad ..............................................